courage to lose sight of the shore

Life has been throwing me curve balls lately.
Isn’t that how it works?
Right when you think you have it all planned out, the universe switches gears on you.
I know it will all work but I am afraid of the unknown.
I am afraid of not knowing how things will work out.
I am afraid of letting go of control, of just letting things work out the way they are suppose to.
I know it will all work out, if I am positive and put out into the world what I want out of the world, I know good things will come.
But why does it have to be so hard to surrender?
My controlling ways are getting the best of me.
“Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to lose sight of the shore.”
-Andre Gide
Much love,